[Never believing that. You're not stupid, Killian. The more you protest you are, the more everyone will tell you you're not.]
You weren't really raised in an environment that did emotions, from what you've told me. I know the Ryans didn't like dealing with things they didn't like. Like me. But in this case, yeah, pretty much everyone trips over this stuff. I dated a few girls before I met your mother, and I was only never not kind of nervous about it... once? And that was because she was giving me a lot of very obvious signals so I didn't have any reason to worry about how she would take it.
You're the first person--other than Blaine, but she's a bitch--but you're the first one to even guess that I might like her and this was when I was in denial.
Hell if I know. I mean, we've got plans for sparring and stuff on the fourteenth so I'm not canceling that or our Sunday archery, except maybe for family stuff and I don't want to just...ditch her, y'know? But I don't want to risk fucking everything up.
Life's a risk, Killian. You never know when something will go wrong - but you never know when something's going to go right, either.
[But he knows that's not what his son wants to hear.]
Just spend time with her and enjoy it. You're still friends, there's no reason you can't keep that. If you don't ever want to say anything, that's your business, but don't believe that it's not because you're not good enough. You are.
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You weren't really raised in an environment that did emotions, from what you've told me. I know the Ryans didn't like dealing with things they didn't like. Like me. But in this case, yeah, pretty much everyone trips over this stuff. I dated a few girls before I met your mother, and I was only never not kind of nervous about it... once? And that was because she was giving me a lot of very obvious signals so I didn't have any reason to worry about how she would take it.
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Right. Right. This is normal, actually, which is good. I'm not that much of a loser.
[Another sigh]
...I'm waiting for the "I told you so", by the way.
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[He will fight you on this, Killian. And he will win because you are tiny.]
Why? You're not going to hear it from me, or from your uncle.
...I'd be careful of some of the other people the family knows, though.
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[A pause]
Don't tell Fil. He'd never let me live it down.
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And I thought I heard some other people go on about it at that party of Gabriel's, was I hearing something wrong?
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So what do you want to do about the situation? Remember, doing nothing is still doing something.
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[But he knows that's not what his son wants to hear.]
Just spend time with her and enjoy it. You're still friends, there's no reason you can't keep that. If you don't ever want to say anything, that's your business, but don't believe that it's not because you're not good enough. You are.
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[Or at least it didn't. It's starting to now, more or less]
Hey, wanna do lunch on the fifteenth?
[Topic change!]
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[You can hear that eyebrow raise in that statement, Killian. Direct challenge.]
The fif- uhh, sure, I guess. What did you have in mind?
[Please don't say a steakhouse.]
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I dunno, you can pick I guess? My default is burger or pizza and I am not a creative guy.
[Ladeda dancing around "it's Father's Day and I want to try this"]
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No burgers. [You know your dad's diet preferences, Killian.] Pizza might be okay, since you don't like a lot of the things I do.
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[Yes, he does and he loves to poke at him for it]
Meet for pizza, then?